I was up until about 2:30 last night. the last thing i focused on was...
my belly, of course!
that's what i do. the more tired i get, the more miserable i get, and then i take it out on someone/something, and that always seems to be me and whatever flaws i perceive i have at the time.
so i want to lose a real dress size this summer. what i mean is a fourteen to a twelve. i hate when people say i lost two dress sizes! no you didn't, because thirteen is a junior size and you could be a size ten and still can't fit into a thirteen.
anywhoozle, today i drank two liters of water. not sure what that's going to do, since it's so hot outside i feel like that's what my body needs. i'm nowhere near "flushing" anything out. and i had a bowl of cereal. then for dinner, chicken breast, brocoli, and brown rice.
good right?
right.
and you know what made it GREAT?
the ice cream i just ate in a waffle bowl.
it was DELICIOUS.
anyway, i currently come in at a 14. a HARD 14.
so, hopefully by september, i'll be a nice 12.
and, if not, i'll still be me and hopefully love myself for it.
