two steps forward...

I was up until about 2:30 last night. the last thing i focused on was...

my belly, of course!

that's what i do. the more tired i get, the more miserable i get, and then i take it out on someone/something, and that always seems to be me and whatever flaws i perceive i have at the time.

so i want to lose a real dress size this summer. what i mean is a fourteen to a twelve. i hate when people say i lost two dress sizes! no you didn't, because thirteen is a junior size and you could be a size ten and still can't fit into a thirteen.

anywhoozle, today i drank two liters of water. not sure what that's going to do, since it's so hot outside i feel like that's what my body needs. i'm nowhere near "flushing" anything out. and i had a bowl of cereal. then for dinner, chicken breast, brocoli, and brown rice.

good right?

right.

and you know what made it GREAT?

the ice cream i just ate in a waffle bowl.

it was DELICIOUS.

anyway, i currently come in at a 14. a HARD 14.

so, hopefully by september, i'll be a nice 12.

and, if not, i'll still be me and hopefully love myself for it.